I’m constantly trying to make things better in my life. I've cut a lot of negativity out. I've kept myself
out of trouble. Kept my husband out of trouble. And I've slowly but surely
started chipping away at our debt. I’m trying. Really, really, hard. But there are
things, sometimes people, in my life that continue to come up. Never in a good
way. And I feel like I’m just being held back. I feel like the very minute all
of the good I’m doing starts to pay off, something happens and my world comes
crashing down. And on my way down, neither my actions nor words can soften the
blow.
I hate this. I hate feeling like I have to constantly pick myself up and dust myself
off. I hate how there are so many repercussions. Not just for me and my family,
but also for the people who surround us. I’m so tired of feeling like this.
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