Book Review - The Simple Wild

The Simple Wild by K.A. Tucker
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

What can I say about this book that hasn’t already been said? Probably nothing. So, I’ll try not to be repetitive. What I will say is that “The Simple Wild” is probably my favorite read of 2018, so far. I’ve read two other K.A. Tucker books before, and out of those two my favorite was “Chasing River”. It still took me about five days to get through it though. But if you haven’t noticed already I’ve been in a bit of a reading rut. So, when I saw the GoodReads email announcing that Tucker’s latest book had been released I thought I’d check it out. After reading the blurb I tagged it as a “to-read”, but didn’t get around to actually reading it until recently. It sounded a lot different than anything I had picked up lately which was actually what I had been hoping to find. Plus, with two previous disappointments by two of my favorite authors (looking at you Colleen) --I didn’t think it would hurt to give “The Simple Wild” a go. Mix things up a little bit, right? Now, I'm sure you’ve already read the blurb so I’m not about to rehash that for you. Instead, let's just dive right into the review.

The Simple Wild starts out with Calla Fletcher having one heck of a bad day. And by the end of the night she’s made a decision to visit her estranged dad all the way in Alaska. At first, it’s out of curiosity. To see what it was about this place that had such a hold on her father that he couldn’t bear to leave it. Not even for her. But what starts off as a week’s stay suddenly turns into a much longer one. Priorities shift. Friendships are made. And the grumpy pilot, Jonah, opens her eyes to what exactly is so important about the work that her father’s charter company, ALASKA WILD, does for the community.

“I’ve spent the last twelve years dwelling on all the things Wren Fletcher isn’t. I should have had the guts to come and find out all the things he is.”

What I loved about this story was that the whole “romance” aspect took somewhat of a backseat to the rest of the story. Or maybe it was more like a “co-pilot” if you will? Life in Alaska is very different, and so are the people. The scenery, and landscapes are also the complete opposite of what Calla is used to. Her relationship with her father, coming to terms with his illness, and being forced to reexamine what’s really important in her life seem to be the focal point of this story. She and Jonah actually don’t get along at first either. He’s not materialistic, could care less about social media, and isn’t a fan of cell phones. He enjoys helping others, and living a simple life. Flying planes is his calling, and one that he’s not interested in giving up either. Calla on the other hand is very much into her modern, fast-paced, city life. She sees nothing wrong with the way that she lives her life because she’s worked to get to where she’s at. It’s all that she’s ever known. So it’s no surprise that these two butt heads a lot throughout the book. However, they each bring different perspectives to the reality they both have to face due to Calla’s father Wren. As the story progresses a friendship between these two eventually blossoms. And since everyone’s time together is limited-- because Calla does have to go back to her life eventually--she feels that it’s best to not get attached to anyone. No matter how much she’d like to. Because she belongs in the city and Jonah, Mabel, and Agnes all belong in Bangor.

“It can’t lead anywhere, so what’s the point? I’m going back to Toronto, where I belong, and he’s staying here in Alaska, where he belongs.”

Overall, I think this is Tucker’s best book to date. Though I’ve only read three of them so I may be wrong? She did really well in mixing sad moments with happy ones, and we get a nice dose of humor as well. Her descriptions of certain areas were so spot on that you could practically picture it right in front of you too. You can tell that she did her research. Not only on the settings but also on the people. The way of life. I was really impressed by it. Looking back, and skimming through the pages once I had finished reading it I realized that there was nothing about the book that I didn’t like. It turned out to be a wonderful surprise, and exactly what I needed. I definitely recommend that you give this book a chance if you haven’t already. And if you’re wanting to see K.A. Tucker’s writing at its best then this is definitely the book to get.

At the time of posting you can buy this book on your Kindle for $7.99

Book Review - All Your Perfects

All Your Perfects by Colleen Hoover
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

This is not my first Colleen Hoover book. However, this is the first time I've walked away from one of her books, and NOT liked it. At all. Go ahead and see my previous CoHo book ratings. And I even skimmed through a few pages there towards the end because I couldn't bring myself to continue with certain chapters. I NEVER DO THIS, Y'ALL. Not even with the crappy one star books that I've read! Once I was halfway through I sat there wondering if I was even reading the right book, and by the time I got to the end I was just...sad. Disappointed? I was definitely surprised at my reaction to this book. I normally love all of Colleen's work so this feeling was definitely something new for me. I will say that it wasn't ALL bad. Those first few chapters had me going, and I was so excited to see what direction it would go in. But it just never recovered. Now, I'm sure you’ve already read the blurb so I’m not about to rehash that. But you’re probably reading this in order to decided on whether you want to snag this book up or not, right? So, let's dive right in, shall we? Oh! And just know, that there will be some small spoilers which I'll do my best to hide.

"The problem is, love and happiness are not concordant. One can exist without the other."

So, Graham and Quinn meet under some interesting circumstances. (view spoiler)[Their significant others have been cheating on them with each other, and they catch them in the act. (hide spoiler)] There's an attraction right from the start, but due to the events that lead up to their meeting they walk away. Not wanting a reminder of the "worst day" of their lives. But as destiny would have it a few months down the road they cross paths again. With the amount of chemistry that both of our characters felt their relationship quickly progresses into a healthy one, and eventually turns into a great marriage. However, a few years down the road the struggles begin to emerge. Quinn is dealing with depression,(view spoiler)[ due to infertility, (hide spoiler)] sadness, and refuses to communicate any of what she's feeling to Graham. Graham in turn is trying to hold everything together and be sympathetic to whatever he thinks Quinn is going through. Because he knows something is wrong. But rather than ask, or speak up he just stands by silently trying to give Quinn the space to grieve. To feel whatever she needs to feel. Unfortunately, this doesn't help their situation. Mistakes are made, (view spoiler)[ an affair happens (hide spoiler)]and hurtful words are thrown around that seem impossible to forgive. Or forget. And yet, within the last few chapters Colleen attempted to do just that.

“Our marriage hasn’t been perfect. No marriage is perfect. There were times when she gave up on us. There were even more times when I gave up on us. The secret to our longevity is that we never gave up at the same time.”

Now, we were given the "NOW" and "THEN" of Graham, and Quinn's relationship throughout the whole book. It's like a flashback of happier times. And one of the things that really stood out to me was the drastic change that occurred within Quinn that had no cause whatsoever. Yes, she was dealing with some tough, painful, stuff. BUT she had always been able to vocalize her feelings to Graham. And there wasn't anything that prompted her to change that about herself. But it was her treatment of Graham(view spoiler)[, and the way she treated their intimate life with such disregard (hide spoiler)] that became the main reason for why I didn't like her. Then there was Graham himself. I felt like he started off really strong, and there were other ways that this could have gone that I would have been 100x's happier with than what we got. And this next part I'm hiding because it's going to have a lot of spoilers. (view spoiler)[HE KNEW WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO BE CHEATED ON. HE KNEW. He knew how awful it was to find out that the person he cared about the most had betrayed him. And he wasn't even married to them. So, why the hell would someone who knew what it felt like, and claimed to love Quinn more than himself....CHEAT? It made no sense. (hide spoiler)]Even the excuses that both character's gave for their actions were weak. I honestly don't think I've ever wanted a fictional couple to break up as much as I wanted them to. And I've read Thoughtless by S.C. Stephens-- I even rooted for them to stay together. Now someone would argue that these books are completely different, and the level of mistakes are not comparable. I get that. But Stephen's created enough story, and redeeming qualities for her characters so that I could forgive them. Forgive the betrayal. Colleen didn't give me nearly enough reasons to get passed the small mistakes that Graham and Quinn both made. And to me, that says a lot. In the end, there were three instances where I saw a glimmer of hope. And that's when Quinn called Graham out on his shit when Graham called Quinn out on hers, and then when Graham finally (because he didn't at first) owned up to his mistakes. But it took a lot for me to even make it to that point in the story.

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So, overall this book fell really short for me. Maybe it's because I've experienced (view spoiler)[ infidelity (hide spoiler)] at this level and beyond in my personal life. Again, I had no issues with Thoughtless though. Or maybe this story just didn't have enough of that Colleen magic for me? Maybe I just didn't connect well with the characters because the story was really depressing? Quinn is handed a really crappy hand and there was no silver lining really, I just felt terrible about it. All I know is that this was so not the story I was hoping for. I haven't even thought about it since I finished it. Until today when I sat down to write this review. Which is weird for me because I'm usually still thinking about her books days/weeks later. They normally leave a bigger impression. So, here's hoping that the next one she comes out with is a story I'll enjoy. Until then, this one is going down as a book I won't ever revisit. Sorry, Colleen...

At the time of posting you can snag this book for $8.99 on Kindle.

Book Review - Defy

Defy by L.J. Shen
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

3 Stars

This is my 3rd L.J. Shen book. I originally read Vicious first when it came out, and then never returned to this series for some reason. However, back in April I picked out Midnight Blue, and read it in one sitting which prompted me to pick up where I left off on this series. And that ladies and gentlemen brings us to "DEFY". As always, I won't recap the blurb or story as y'all have probably already read it on your own so you get the gist of what this is going to be about by now. And just a heads up that there will be some quotes from the book included in the review (in case that isn't your jam). 

First let me start off by saying that I don't condone student/teacher relationships when its someone under the age of 18 in real life & while they're teaching said student. I'd elaborate, but we'd be here all day. And second, I HAVE NEVER EVER MET AN 18 YEAR OLD AS FULL GROWN AS OUR MC JAMIE. Hell, there are some 30 year old's out there that still act like children. But for the sake of the story, I'll bite. So, lets get to it shall we:

“Because that was the problem with society. It cared too much about who you fell in love with but never about why. The why matters.” - Melody

Jamie was probably the sweetest member of the HotHoles. And even after going back to re-read Vicious (which takes place in the present- whereas Defy is in the past) I felt like at 18, Jamie was way WAY more mature than ANY of the other guys are in the present. He was the rational, and definitely more supportive one out of the bunch too. I still have two more books to go through so maybe I'm being premature in my assessment? But once Jamie made up his mind about what he wanted he went for it. Completely, and without hesitation. Then when feelings start to get thrown into the mix of their arrangement he's the first to step up, and own it. However, his compassion and loyalty shouldn't be mistaken for a weakness either. He's every bit the alpha male. Possessive and commanding in all of the right ways. Melody, was a little harder for me to adjust to. And not because she was a 26 year old teacher drooling over an 18 year old student either. I think it was because of how relatable she was in OTHER areas of her life. She was stuck in a rut working at a job that she hated. She had been single for a long time with no real prospects which gave her character this feeling of defeat at first. Then everything in her life within the first few chapters just seemed a little hopeless. And we all know that every one of us has been there a time or two in our lives. So where Jamie brought in the fantasy...Melody brought the realness into the story. However, as we make progress into the book, and we get to see how great these two characters are together (under the sheets as well as out of them) you start to see how well they fit; complimenting each other. They seem like a completely normal couple dealing with normal day-to-day relationship stuff. You almost almost forget that he's a senior in high-school and she's his Lit teacher. And surprisingly for a short novella our characters have development. I didn't feel like it was too rushed, and the ending left me completely satisfied.

Here's a tiny little glimpse of one of my favorite conversations from the book:

“Just to give you a heads-up – I’m on my period." - Melody

"You don’t say. You hid it so well. Like I said, I’m here to hang out.” - Jamie

I don't have a lot of complaints. I'm familiar with Shen's writing now, and she gives us plenty of alpha male sexiness with each book she delivers. However, I'm so used to the dual POV, which I love, and I was disappointed that this book didn't have that. Maybe it was due to the length--having to keep it short and sweet? But I really enjoy getting to read both sides of a story, and with this one we only see things through Melody's eyes. Sure, we get a tiny little glimpse in the epilogue, but it was so NOT enough for me. Who knows? Maybe one day we'll get Jamie's side. But if we don't then that's still okay.

Overall though, this was a great- fast read. If you're a fan of L.J. Shen already this novella won't disappoint. If you're new to this author I feel like this is a great place to start. It's shorter, but don't let that fool you. Shen writes some pretty great stories, and this is a good book to test out whether you'll like her style or not. At the time of posting you can snag this book for $2.99 on Kindle, or read for free if you're a Kindle Unlimited member. 

Book Review - Drive

Drive by Kate Stewart
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

This is my first Kate Stewart book, y'all. It wrecked me in so many ways, and I loved every minute of it! I mean, this book is easily going on my top five favorites list for my 2018 reads. And possibly longer, as it's been awhile since I've read something this...amazing. Magical? Soul shattering? Okay, maybe a little over dramatic on that last one, but seriously this book is really amazing. I'm actually bummed out that I hadn't come across it sooner. But my God, am I glad that I hit that "send a free sample to" button. Now, as usual, you’ve already read the blurb so I’m not about to rehash it for you. If you’re reading this review it's probably in order to decided whether or not you want to buy/read this book. So, without further ado, lets get to it (and just a heads up--this gets long):

If anyone tells you a song is important to them, you should turn it up loud, close your eyes, and really listen. Because at the end, you will know that person so much better.
—Unknown

I am a huge fan of music. It's attached to so many memories. And damn if they don't take me back to exact moments. So for me, this book had me with this first opening quote. I had a hard time putting this book down, and yet having to force myself to do just that every so often due to the emotional roller coaster it was taking me on. Now, before we continue, this book is about a love triangle. So if this is not your jam then tread carefully. BUT, if this is something you're good with, then let me just say that it will not disappoint. Our main triangle consists of: Stella, Reid, and Nate. And oh man was the burn slow, and tantalizing. It took me a minute or two to get comfortable with Reid. He was intense but magnetic, and definitely hard around the edges. While Nate on the other hand was drool worthy from the very beginning, and so easy to like. He was such a great man overall. We can tell from the first few chapters that Stella definitely had a connection with each one, and I could easily see her dilemma. But when someone walks away, and the other starts to pick up the pieces you start to shift in opinion of just who might be worthy of Stella. Or vice versa- sometimes you questioned whether Stella was worthy of either of these men. But before you know it everything is all upside down again, and things constantly shift. There's a push-pull, and I knew by Chapter 30 that I was going to be a little heartbroken either way the story ended up going.

"I want to split a paper with you over breakfast. I want to find out what your favorite movie is. I want to know everything about you, and despite my best efforts, you’ve given me less than shit. I want you in a million different ways, but when you look at me like that, all I can think of is one."
- Nate

And I was not wrong. By the time I reached 96% I felt totally elated at the turn of events, and yet a bit heartbroken. Everyone deserved a happy ending. Everyone deserved love. And even though I was happy, I felt like the other possible outcome would have made me just as happy. Yet, even with all of that, the conclusion felt right. Now, that's all that I'll say about the story. What I want to dive into next is Stella. Very rarely am I able to truly relate to a main female character. And honestly, that doesn't bother me one bit. I read to escape into new worlds, and stories. But with Stella...well she brought the realness. Side note: the story takes place in Texas, and there were so many references that only Texans would get within this book that I completely adored Kate Stewart for. She's half Latina, and living in Austin. Her start is rough, but I loved her edginess. How she didn't care about what others thought, and she basically danced to the beat of her own drum. Though she does lose herself a bit within her journey it was easy to relate to that. To giving so much to someone that you put yourself on the back burner.

“If I’m not what you need, then go find it. I bared myself to you, and you didn’t have the decency to fall in love with me. I probably will hate you. I fell for you, scared, but I did it anyway.”
-Stella

Kate did a great job with giving Stella so many different sides that fit. They felt real, and her growth was so steady that it felt life like. And I think that's what I liked most about the story. How all of these characters had growth, their own stories that we see bits of, and most importantly they were faced with issues and decisions that any of us could be presented with. So for me, this book had it all. I will say that my only complaint would be that I wanted to read more about Lexi (Stella's bff), and Ben (Reid's bff). However, with the way that they were written I have a feeling (and I hope) that we'll get their own story one day. Other than that, this book was one that I really enjoyed. And it's a story that will stick with me for a long time.

At the time of posting you can snag this book on your Kindle for $3.99 or read for free if you have Kindle Unlimited.

Book Review - Midnight Blue

Midnight Blue by L.J. Shen
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

3.5 STARS

First, let me begin by saying this is my 2nd L.J. Shen book. Second, I’ve been in a bit of a reading slump & my normal “go to” when it comes to diving right back into a reading binge is to find something steamy, or overall cheesy. Blue was definitely more on the steamy end of that spectrum. And third, I absolutely LOVE dual POV books. LOVE. So this book already had me there. Now, you’ve already read the blurb so I’m not about to rehash that, but you’re probably reading this in order to decided whether or not you’ll buy this book. So, let me give you my two cents:

I found this book to be a pretty yummy read. I finished it in one sitting (stayed up until 2 am) because I just HAD to know how Alex & Indie’s story was going to end. One thing I’ve noticed about Shen’s writing is that she can make even the most rude, cocky, and arrogant characters like-able. Love-able even. And it kind of sneaks up on you. So if your into that, then this book is for you. Alex was definitely a character I found myself wanting to hug, and punch in the face at the same time (if he’d been real that is). Indie was super relatable in her love of family. Even when she knew that a certain member was really more on the toxic side; she still loved them. She made decisions while keeping her family in mind, and then some others that even though she knew weren’t going to end well dove into any way because she WANTED to. Pure selfishness & sometimes you just need that. There’s also another subject matter: addiction, that definitely has a presence of its own within the book. And I think Shen did a great job writing the issue in, but not allowing it to take over the story. In fact, I think it gave the story a nice touch of realism.

Another thing I judge a book by is the writing. If it’s choppy, or the chapter transitions are all over the place then you’re going to lose me. If you set up a character to be a certain way, and then randomly (mid-book) make them the complete opposite without anything to prompt it I’m going to be mad. This was not the case for “Midnight Blue”. It was a consistent read with a steady build, if that makes sense? Alex was brutally honest, and I enjoyed that a lot. His character laid out his expectations, and wants un-apologetically. Indie was reserved, but tougher in certain areas that the reader gets to see shine through. And I enjoyed how easily she could keep up with Alex’s banter, and insults. Now, I’ll go out and say that there are some books in the past that I’ve let slide when they have a lack of character development as long as the writing is good. But this being my second Shen book, to read & thoroughly enjoy, I’m going to go ahead and say that this is not something our author struggles with. SHEN CAN WRITE ladies & gents. And I didn’t have any issue with the character development in this story. There were a few things I would have liked to see expanded on, but for the majority of the story it flowed smoothly, and made sense for the story-line.

Now, I’ve read some reviews from people who didn’t like this book. And I get some of them. The story can be a little over the top. But to me, that’s what a book is supposed to be. At least in this genre. I don’t know about you, but I don’t pick up a book with a shirtless, tatted, and six-pack bearing guy on it’s cover because I want realistic, y’all. It’s supposed to be sexy, and steamy mixed in with some fantasy that gives us a slow-burn we all want. So, if you do end up buying this, just go in knowing it’s about a ROCKSTAR (in every sense of the word & with an addiction problem), and the woman in charge of making sure he doesn’t relapse. On a world tour. With A LOT of time being thrown together. What could possibly go wrong?

“I apologize in advance.” He cocked his head to the side. “For?" “Ruining you for any other man on this planet. I’m going to fuck you, Indie. So hard you’ll think about me years from now, when you lie under your boring, missionary-loving husband. I will own every orgasm, every shiver, every wave of pleasure inside you. From here on out, it will be me. Just me. And for that, I truly am sorry.”

Enjoy. 😘

Book Review- Finding Kyler

Finding Kyler by Siobhan Davis
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

3.0 Stars 

I voluntarily reviewed a free advance copy of this book as provided by the author. The opinions expressed are my own, and I have not been compensated.

Okay, so if you've read the blurb you kind of get the gist of what's going on within the pages. There's drama, sex, friendship, secrets, lies, and family. And sometimes, the lines get blurry. I'm talking...really blurry. But if you aren't afraid to dive into some taboo subject matter then lets get started.

This story is mainly centered around Faye and Kyler who are cousins. Yes you read that correctly. She is the girl who lost her parents in a tragic accident, and he's the bad boy who comes from a very wealthy (and really dysfunctional) family. Her uncle, and his family are all news to Faye because up until that point she didn't know she even had relatives. Kyler has 6 brothers, and just being introduced to them in this book lets you know that they are ALL trouble in some way. So of course, Faye gets thrown into the family drama due to the death of her parents. Now, there are a handful of other side characters that definitely help move the story along too. So if the main guy & gal aren't exactly your cup of tea just know that there's much more going on within this story that you're bound to find a character or two that you just can't help but love. Wait until you get to Brad.

Now, this story was dripping in drama. I mean, one thing right after another just seemed to keep happening. Mean girls that seemed to come right out of a fight club rather than high school. Some major sexual tension between relatives, and definitely some sexual advances between them as well. Some of the conflict I wasn't a big fan of, and there were some instances when I really wanted to just kick Faye between the legs. Miscommunication seemed to be a big thing with these characters, but then again it is high school. One of the more irritating things though was the hostility towards people who may not agree with Faye and Kyler's attraction. Some of the things that they BOTH say to third parties were so eye rolling that I felt like smacking them both. YOU'RE COUSINS. AND FIRST COUSINS AT THAT. THERE'S NOTHING COMFORTABLE ABOUT WHAT YOU GUYS ARE DOING. Still, the story kept giving me enough to keep my interest.

What Worked for ME:

From the moment we are introduced to Kyler I'll admit that I kind of wanted to punch him (were he an actual person). And not exactly sure what this says about me, but I dug it. He was hot, arrogant, sexy, rude, and forward. That woods scene was...well...you'll see. But there are instances that the author gives you a glimpse of what he's really like underneath all of that messy upbringing. So, you can't help but understand how conflicted he feels, and why exactly things with Faye might not be his biggest concern/priority. Faye as a character was okay for me. She started off really strong, with a "no shit taking" attitude that I was completely psyched about! THOUGH towards the end of the book I felt like she wasn't as strong as she had started out. Still, I have high hopes for her. I absolutely adored the brothers. Especially Keaton. Even when some of them were being down right dirty. Each had their own secrets, and I'm actually really excited to see where the author takes each of them. And that ending?! Oooh, things are going to get interesting...and that's all I'll say on that front.

What Didn't Work for ME:

Some of the drama was a bit excessive. Some of the offense that was taken was completely unnecessary. I mean, when you start feeling something for your cousin, there are bound to be people that find it gross. So don't get all butt-hurt when they let you know as much. Am I right?

All in all this was a pretty decent read. If you like a lot of high-school drama, with some steamy scenes, then this will definitely hold you over. Some of this book reminded me a lot of Fallen Crest High, but definitely more on the "forbidden" side. So I recommend it to readers who enjoyed that story. And the last thing I have to say is that I'm hoping for more growth, and maybe more stability in the next book. If the author can narrow down the conflict in the next book I get a feeling this series is going to be a pretty great one!

A Book Review- Weightless

Weightless by Kandi Steiner
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

3.5 Stars

I finished this book last night, and it's taken me a bit to really process how I feel about it. Initially, I felt like it was a pretty fantastic book worthy of five stars. Then after an hour I felt like maybe I just liked it so much because of the main subject matter? I went back and re-read some of the chapters, and came to the conclusion that it was still a pretty enjoyable read. Kandi Steiner is a new author to me and what grabbed my attention about this story was that the main character, Natalie, wasn't a size 4 bombshell. She had body image issues, and was not always an upbeat person. For someone who has always been a bit on the heavier side I found this book to be pretty refreshing. A lot of what was mentioned, and a lot of the feelings Natalie had to process were some that I myself struggled with for a long time. All the way into adulthood. So my overall grade for this would be a B+.

I understood where Natalie's insecurities were coming from. The first part of this book was pretty well written, and I loved to see Natalie grow. I definitely enjoyed Rhodes as well. He was moody, stubborn, hot, and smart. I did want to junk punch him a few times for having some severe hot and cold moments, but I feel like those swings were true to how his character felt. What he struggled with internally. Now, his character's story wasn't one that I expected at first, but it was plausible so I'm not hating on that. And let me just thank the author now for that lovely mirror scene that we were given. If you've read this book, you know what I'm talking about. These two characters really made the first part of this book fly by! The chemistry was there, the determination, the steamy scenes, and the progression was really smooth. The last three chapters are when things started to falter a bit for me. I felt that the ending could have been stronger. The "villain" kind of came out of nowhere for me. There was no real back story on it, but it wasn't that far fetched either. I just felt that their could have been more signs maybe? Though I did enjoy the epilogue, and there were no cliffhangers or unfinished business I also felt like the ending had been rushed. The conclusion came out so fast that I had to read that section over in order for me to really accept it, if that makes sense? Still, like I stated before, every loose end was tied up for us so I'm grateful for that.

I feel like this was a good book for me to be introduced to this particular author. It was a decent story, had some great side characters, and I enjoyed the transformation. I definitely look forward to checking out some of her other books.

A Book Review- Sweet Thing

Sweet Thing by Renee Carlino
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

4.5 Stars

Okay, I've had time to process. Walking away from this book I was pretty sure that I had loved it. I felt that it deserved five stars, and I was just over the moon. But then I realized something as time had passed. I absolutely hated Mia. I mean, to the point that I had no idea WHY Will would have wanted to be with her in the first place. She was so back and forth that even I had whiplash. BUT for some reason, it was still really appealing to me. Will was the saving grace in my opinion. He was very loving, friendly, animated, and driven. He put himself out there every moment that we see him. He was sure of who he was, what he wanted, and he made no apologies for that. Even when Mia doubted him, or came up with every excuse under the sun for why things had to be different. He still stayed his course. I think that was a very attractive quality that Renee Carlino gave him. And there's a point in this story where Will calls Mia out on the bullshit that I really loved.

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“If this is about the money, Mia, then I don’t know you at all. You said you were worried about me getting big and forgetting about you; now you’re yelling at me for turning down the deal?”

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I was high fiving him in that moment. While mentally yelling "That's right Will, you tell her!" Because seriously, by that point it was about time that he did. That being said I was able to see a certain viewpoint that Mia had, where she wanted someone who had goals, who was stable, and could provide. Someone who understood that passions didn't always foot the bills. What I didn't get, however, was how she easily dismissed what someone else viewed as their end goal just because it didn't align with hers. Suit and ties didn't mean everything. And most importantly, practicality doesn't equal happiness or love. Just because it didn't fit in her little box, didn't mean that it wasn't worth exploring either. So, I pushed through each chapter mainly because I really enjoyed Will, but also because I knew that this author (though it was my first book of hers to read) had to have something MORE in store for us.

And I was right! There's a turning point in this story. You'll know when you get there too. And I knew that this was the MORE I had been waiting for. There's growth, maturity, and apologies. There's recognition, and acceptance.

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"After she left, my mind wandered aimlessly as I scrubbed away at the dishes. I felt a sense of peace and satisfaction. I was finally able to own the mistakes I made and although I missed Will like crazy, I was happy at the idea of him being happy, playing his music in a dive somewhere, listening to the sound of his soul."

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And that's what I wanted to read about. It made my opinion of Mia soften. It made me actually like her character in the end. I flew through those final chapters really content with how the story was unfolding.

Now even though this story is mainly about Mia, and about Will, their separate journeys as well as the one they started out on together, Renee interwove some pretty amazing side characters as well. Jenny was very straightforward and I loved it. Her relationship with Tyler was cute, and fast but it fit. Martha was a pretty wise woman who was there for Mia when she really needed some steady advice. Though she didn't always listen I was pleased that someone was there telling her all along what was right in front of her. Mia's parents are also really present in this story without actually being in it the whole time. The main reason she finds herself in New York is due to her father's passing. But the love story between her mother and father, as well as the very different lives they lived once apart were main reasons for Mia's outlook on life and relationships. Music is also a big part of this story. Both Will and Mia are musically talented, and it's a constant theme throughout the book. The Cafe, the apartment, the venues. It's all beautifully intertwined, and made for a great read I could hardly bring myself to put down.

Overall I give this book an A-. I'd definitely recommend it, and I'm excited to read more of Renee Carlino's books.

A Book Review- It Ends With Us

I read this book back at the beginning of August. I figured I'd start at that point, and work my way forward maybe once or twice a month for my posts. If you want to keep up-to-date with what books I read, as I'm reading them, you can find me on GoodReads. :)


It Ends with Us by Colleen Hoover
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

This book was amazing! Forget reading anything about it. Go in blind. You won't regret it. There are very few authors who can really draw me into a story the way Colleen does with hers. It's hard to explain, but it's in the way that you can feel the emotions coming off of the pages. I still have yet to find many other writers who can do this as effectively as she can, and usually within the first few paragraphs. The only other author I can think of is Gayle Forman. But with It Ends with Us I feel like Colleen is setting the bar even higher. She's taking us to a whole other level. And to you Colleen, I just want to say: Thank You.

The story: First let me just say that Colleen gave us a really big part of herself in this book guys. It will stay with you, I promise. I dove into this book without reading the blurb, or any reviews. I saw the cover, read Colleen's name, and clicked buy. Best. Decision. Ever. This story sucked me in within the first page, and I'm still recovering from it now that I'm done. I'm recovering from the choices these characters were faced with as well as the ones that eventually had to be made. I'm recovering from what was brought to light by Colleen with this book. It's a voice, y'all. One that needed to be heard. And that's all I'll say about the story because as I stated before you should definitely walk into this one blind. The epilogue did tie things up nicely for us, and even though it rounds the story out I do hope we get a little bit more of that particular story one day. (Pretty Please?!) Still, if this is all we get then just know that the journey comes full circle.

Now onto the characters: Ryle made me feel butterflies. He exuded confidence, and also made me grieve for what he went through. His character went in a direction that I kept begging for it not to. But I understood why it did. I knew that his story, though it made me a bit uncomfortable, was necessary for the readers to see. I fell in love with him right along with Lily. Lily brought goodness with her character. A little naive at times, but her heart was in the right place. I understood why she felt the way she did, and I commended her for sticking up for herself. But I also felt the love she had. I felt the confusion, the heartbreak, the sorrow, the hesitation, and the joy as if it were my own. And finally, Atlas. The character who is in this book from start to finish, but not necessarily in the way that you would think. Atlas is the boy who turns into a man, and we know that it wasn't the easiest journey for him to end up where he finally did. His presence is felt throughout it all even when he's not in it if that makes any sense? He is just...he is amazing, and I have no idea how Colleen pulled that off? We do get a nice handful of side characters to really round out the story and give it more depth. Allysa and Marshall were adorable, and Lily's mother I knew from the beginning was a strong women despite her actions (or lack of). Now, maybe it's because I've been in similar situations or have known others that went through what some of these characters did that makes it feel more personal, I don't know? But I felt it all. It was relatable, and understandable with just a "hint of fiction" to bring you back when you felt like things were getting "too real".

So, I'm giving this book 5 stars. There was very little, if anything at all, that I didn't like. This was a book I couldn't put down. It was a story that I know all too well, though not exactly in the same way, as it's stated "Every situation is different." However, it's a story that needed to be told. It was a glimpse that needed to be shown of just how gray this world can be for us. We don't know the circumstance of anyone else's story but our own, and because of that we shouldn't always assume that others are better or weaker. It's not always black and white. And ultimately, we have to decide what we want, and what we won't accept from others as well as ourselves.

GoodReads

I love books. I remember always riding the bus to and from school with my nose practically glued to one. They were my adventures. They were my escapes. They offered up excitement for a girl growing up in a small town. Some of my first crushes even came out of the pages of my first Sweet Valley High book. Nowadays, we adults call them "book boyfriends". :) Then, when I was in Jr. High I had a wonderful librarian that nurtured that side of me from my very first visit/tour of our school library. She would always recommend new books to me, and allowed me to check out more at a time than was normally allowed. If there was ever a time when I needed to just be alone, to finish up a good book, she allowed me to do so before the doors were officially opened. Recently, this wonderful librarian passed away, and in her obituary there were a few lines that expressed how much she loved that job. Interacting with the kids, and helping them explore the adventure of reading. Looking back I wish I had gone back before she retired and told her just how grateful I was for her generosity. So, that's why I felt like I should write a bit more about my love for books right now. Why I should never stop reading, even if it's just a newspaper or blog posts, and hopefully work on passing this love along to my daughter.

The genres I'm currently interested in are more along the lines of "New Adult", "Romance", and a tad of the good ole' "Erotic" smut. What can I say, I'm a hopeless romantic that likes some kinky shit thrown in every once in awhile? Anyway, one of my favorite authors is Gayle Forman and she's ignited this wanderlust in me that I can't shake. I've always had this want to see other places, and explore other cultures. But her stories are always so well crafted, and set in various countries that she usually leaves me wishing I could buy a plane ticket to whatever country her most recent novel is set in and experience it first hand. Another lovely author that gets me hooked from paragraph one would be Colleen Hoover. Her most recent work was so captivating. It was a book about a pretty important issue, and something I've experienced myself. It wasn't glorified or vilified, but there was such understanding in it that I basically cried like a baby after reading her personal inspiration for the story. Obviously, there are a few other hiddens gems by authors who are less well known in the book world. Likewise there are some that people rave about, and once I finally get a chance to read them I'm left wonder what all the fuss was about? Still, I love to read. I love to explore the different stories that take place within the pages. 

Now, I haven't done a book review on here in awhile. That's not to say I haven't actually written some. My favorite website that has all things book related would be *GoodReads, and I'm usually consistently active on there. I think that's mainly because I'm always reading something, or on the hunt for something else to read. Anyway, if you're not familiar with the website it's actually really great at discovering recommendations based on the books that you've already read or liked. You're also able to join book clubs, or friend other users that have common book interests.  If you want to make it interesting you can even add those that have zero in common in order to broaden your reading material options. Another great feature is that a lot of authors interact with readers through this platform as well. They give reviews, hold Q&A's, and even do giveaways. But what I think I enjoy the most is getting to read reviews before purchasing a book. The flip side to this is that you're also able to leave your own reviews for others to see, update your progress, and rate the book once you're finished.The website just received a new makeover too which offers an easier to navigate live feed, and it's also really tied in with Amazon Kindle. If you're not on the whole Kindle bandwagon don't fret because it offers up other options like Barnes & Noble, and a variety of other book publishing companies. Anywho, if you have an account definitely add me! If you don't, and you're an avid reader you should definitely check it out! 

Recently I discovered a pretty cool feature that allows me to embed the reviews I post there right onto this blog of mine. I know that's been an option since forever, but only recently did I actually look into how it really works. Now that I've gotten it figured out I just might post some of these reviews from time to time. So many plans, I know! I'm currently working on that Q&A with the little, and I've started to draft some more writing prompts from the Trent Shelton quotes so it'll all come along eventually. Fingers crossed. Until the next post! 

*This is not a sponsored post. I just really enjoy GoodReads and thought to pass it along.

Book Review- Just One Day

Overview

When sheltered American good girl Allyson "LuLu" Healey first meets laid-back Dutch actor Willem De Ruiter at an underground performance of Twelfth Night in England, there’s an undeniable spark. After just one day together, that spark bursts into a flame, or so it seems to Allyson, until the following morning, when she wakes up after a whirlwind day in Paris to discover that Willem has left. Over the next year, Allyson embarks on a journey to come to terms with the narrow confines of her life, and through Shakespeare, travel, and a quest for her almost-true-love, to break free of those confines.

via Goodreads

My Review

First, I want to express how much I love all of Gayle Forman’s books. I love her style of writing. I love how real everything feels in them. I love how she doesn’t always give you exactly what you wanted in an ending but once you get there you realize that she gave you exactly what you needed. You can’t possibly imagine it ending any other way once you finish.

So with that said, Just One Day was an amazing read! I’ve read so many books with all of this “insta-love” and happily ever after’s that they were all beginning to feel a lot like they were....the same? The stories and the plots were all different and of course they were good, but you knew that in the end “I love you’s” would be exchanged and they would wrap up nicely. Pretty pink bow and all. Again, the majority were wonderful reads but I needed something a little different to stir things up. And Gayle delivered on so many levels!!

This book made me feel like I was in it. I could feel the excitement, adventure, sadness, loneliness, heartbreak, risk, and love that Allyson felt. She was relatable, and I don’t doubt that many of us have struggled with some of the same emotions and decisions that she faced. And I loved that about her. Then we have Willem, who’s presence could be felt through out the entire book regardless of whether he was in the scene or not. And for me, this is something I don’t find in books very often. I fell in love with him from the very beginning. I also fell in love with the scenery! All of the places this book takes you are simply amazing. It made me want pick up and go travel to see the world. So it was definitely a wonderful treat. The story was unique to me too. Going in it wasn't what I had originally thought this book was going to be like. It was better! And then I was finished. I re-read that ending almost a hundred times. A part of me wished that if I read it over enough, it would continue. Or part two would magically appear. And then another part of me knew that this ending was EXACTLY how this book should end.

Since I finished Just One Day, I’ve been recommending it to everyone. At least attempt it. I doubt you'll be disappointed. The entire day I would find myself saying “Okay, just one more chapter..”, and before I knew it the day had passed and I had finished the book. I could not put it down! The version I have is an e-book but I plan on buying a physical copy because I feel like I need to be able to touch this book. To hand it down, and loan it. I need it to flip through in hopes that it will hold me over until Gayle releases Just One Year, the companion book in Willem’s point of view, this fall. I seriously cannot wait to see what direction she takes this story in! Patience has never been something I was good at, but I'm sure it'll be well worth the wait.

Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Book Review - Taking Chances

Overview

Eighteen year old Harper has grown up under her career Marine of a father's thumb. Ready to live life her own way and experience things she's only ever heard of from the jarheads in her father's unit; she's on her way to college at San Diego State University.

Thanks to her new roommate, Harper is introduced to a world of parties, gorgeous guys, family and emotions. Some she wasn't expecting yet, and others she never knew she was missing.

She finds herself being torn in two as she quickly falls in love with her boyfriend Brandon, and her roommate's brother Chase. Covered in tattoos, known for fighting in the Underground and ridiculously muscled...they're exactly what she was always warned to stay away from, but just what she needs. Despite their dangerous looks and histories, both adore and would do anything for Harper, including stepping back if it means she's happy.

Her first year away is turning out to be near perfect, but one weekend of giving in to heated passion will change everything.

My Review

Harper has grown up in a very sheltered life. Being the daughter of a single Marine, who had no idea how to raise a daughter, she is finally ready to start living her own life. Traveling across country to attend San Diego State University, Harper sets out on her first real life adventure away from EVERYTHING she’s ever known. Within hours of arriving she meets Chase and Brandon thanks to her roommate. Harper has a lot of chemistry and sexual tension with each guy, and after spending time with both throughout her first year in California, Harper realizes she may have bit off more than she could chew. Falling in love was suppose to be the most amazing thing to happen to her LATER on in life. But what’s a girl to do when you find your heart quickly being split in two? Well, Harper's about to find out just how amazing and tragic love can truly be.

First let’s me just say that this book and I have a very strong love/hate relationship. Taking Chances started out so strong for me. As soon as Chase’s character made an appearance I was completely head over heels in love. Team Chase all the way, baby. A little over halfway through, I was happily reading through the first major relationship hurdle Harper has when BAM! I was kicked in the gut by a choice and a consequence. I’m not going to lie, I totally ugly cried. Hard. My husband even came in to ask me what was wrong. When he told me “Oh, it’s just a book” I almost threw my tablet at his head. I then refused to continue reading the book. I eventually sucked it up, and continued (with a bit of trouble) until I had finally finished it. And that’s when I realized that even though this book was amazing, and it has such a great story very much deserving of 5 hearts, I couldn't do that to my Chase. So because it upset me so much I could only give it 3. Because I'm stubborn like that. But really people, it’s such a good book. If you don’t mind feeling every single emotion possible within one sitting then this book is perfect for you.

The author has decided to do a book from Chase’s point of view. I’m a bit conflicted about this because I’m not sure if I could handle it. Emotionally. Still, I’ll probably end up buying it anyway just because it’s Chase. 

Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥

Book Review- Crow's Row

Overview

For college student Emily Sheppard, the thought of spending a summer alone in New York is much more preferable than spending it in France with her parents. Just completing her freshman year at Callister University, Emily faces a quiet summer in the city slums, supporting herself by working at the campus library. During one of her jogs through the nearby cemetery while visiting her brother Bill's grave, Emily witnesses a brutal killing-and then she blacks out. When Emily regains consciousness, she realizes she's been kidnapped by a young crime boss and his gang. She is hurled into a secret underworld, wondering why she is still alive and for how long.

Held captive in rural Vermont, she tries to make sense of her situation and what it means. While uncovering secrets about her brother and his untimely death, Emily falls in love with her very rich and very dangerous captor, twenty-six year- old Cameron. She understands it's a forbidden love and one that won't allow her to return to her previous life. But love may not be enough to save Emily when no one even knows she is missing.

My Review

Emily’s life could have been very easy. But she made it hard by separating herself from her family. Not that she didn’t have her reasons. Following the death of her brother she sets out to live on her own. This is where Callister University came into play. After finishing her freshman year at college she is the only one out of her roommates that decides to stay behind and looks forward to enjoying a quite summer alone. On her first official day of break she takes an afternoon run through the projects of her city. While on her run she meets a man in a grey sweater. And that’s the moment everything changes. A few days later Emily witnesses Cameron, the man in the grey sweater, commit a murder. Because of this, she finds herself being held captive by Cameron in a secluded home in rural Vermont. But as the days go by, she finds herself becoming more attached to the people who are suddenly in her life. And rather than be afraid she find herself falling in love. But everyone has their secrets, and these people are overflowing with them. Emily embarks on a personal mission to figure it out. However, her presence doesn’t go unnoticed. And just as she starts to wonder whether or not she wants to go back to her old life, tragedy occurs. Emily finds that she has to decide whether she can handle this life for the person that she loves, or walk away and pretend it never existed.

I loved LOVED loved this book! It was not at all what I expected. I went in thinking about “Stockholm Syndrome” and came out scolding myself for ever assuming such a thing. It took me in a completely different direction. This book kept me guessing. I was only able to guess two events correctly, but the rest was up in the air. These books don't come around often either. It was like a movie playing out before my eyes too. Everything had plenty of detail except for some of the more intimate “scenes”. Oddly enough, this did not bother me too much. And you all know how much I love me some steamy. So this is saying a lot about this book already. The story flowed smoothly, and the ending kicked me in the gut. I laughed, I cried, and I fell in love. I definitely recommend this book to everyone.

Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Book Review- Slammed

Overview

Following the unexpected death of her father, eighteen-year-old Layken is forced to be the rock for both her mother and her younger brother. Outwardly, she appears resilient and tenacious, but inwardly, she's losing hope.

One young man brings change to all of this. After moving across the country, Layken meets her attractive twenty-one-year-old neighbor, who has an intriguing passion for slams. Within days of their introduction, Will and Layken form an intense emotional connection, leaving Layken with a renewed sense of hope.

Not long after a heart-stopping first date, they are slammed to the core when a shocking revelation forces their new relationship to a sudden halt. Daily interactions become impossibly painful as they struggle to find a balance between the feelings that pull them together and the forces that tear them apart.

My Review

Layken is in her final year of high-school when everything falls out from underneath her feet. Following the death of her father, her mother uproots their family to Michigan. Rather than complain about having to leave during her last year of high-school, Layken handles the move as gracefully as possible. She has her little brother to help look after, and it’s just for one year. But upon their arrival to Ypsilanti, Layken meets Will, the cute neighbor across the street. For the first time in awhile she feels happy. Will introduces her to a world of slam poetry, during their first date, and Lake is floored by the beauty of it. Just like that, things start to look up! But it all comes crashing down just as quickly as they heat up. Will and Lake must stop their relationship from progressing and a secret is uncovered. Unfortunately, the one person Lake needs is the one person she can’t run to because he’s gone. As life gets harder, and too much is at stake, Lake has to learn to let go. But can she?

This book was so lovely. From the very beginning I found myself unable to put this book down. It wasn't so much about the love story as it was about two young adults having to grow up rather quickly. Discovering new passions, dealing with tragedy, and learning to embrace the life you are given. It’s a story about life not being fair, but at the same time learning to love it and LIVE. I love how the author gave us so much detail about the characters and their back stories through poetry! It was such an interesting part of the book. I also discovered a love for the Avett Brothers. I would definitely recommend this book to anyone who loves emotional rides. It starts off very simple, but it quickly flips things around and you find yourself in a place you didn't really see coming. And to me, those are the BEST books out there. The story ties everything up quite nicely in the end, but it also leaves you wanting more.

Thankfully, there’s a second book out, because you’re going to want to read it as soon as you finish this one.

Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Book Review- My Life Next Door

Overview

“One thing my mother never knew, and would disapprove of most of all, was that I watched the Garretts. All the time.”

The Garretts are everything the Reeds are not. Loud, numerous, messy, affectionate. And every day from her balcony perch, seventeen-year-old Samantha Reed wishes she was one of them . . . until one summer evening, Jase Garrett climbs her terrace and changes everything. As the two fall fiercely in love, Jase's family makes Samantha one of their own. Then in an instant, the bottom drops out of her world and she is suddenly faced with an impossible decision. Which perfect family will save her? Or is it time she saved herself?

A dreamy summer read, full of characters who stay with you long after the story is over.

My Review

Samantha’s life seems fairly easy. Her life revolves around getting good grades, associating herself with the right people, staying busy with two jobs, and finally getting into a good college. But most importantly, it’s pleasing those around her. Her family lives right next door to the Garretts, who her mother sums up as the prime example of what not to do or who to hang out with. But, one night Jase Garrett comes up to her terrace and she finds that he isn’t bad at all. In fact, he might be the only one who she can really talk to. With her mother running for office, her sister out of town, and her best friend worried about SAT scores and her very own boyfriend troubles, Samantha find herself spending a lot of her time with Jase. As she slowly gets to know this family next door, her friendship with Jase turns into something more. But one night changes everything, and Samantha may not be strong enough to keep all of the secrets.

This book was a really good read! It was such a simple story, but told very beautifully. The characters were really relatable and I easily found myself thinking “Oh man, do I remember going through something like that!” And Jase, is such a sweetheart! Seriously, I wish every girl in the world could have a boyfriend like Jase at some point in their lives. Chivalry is not dead with this guy. And coming from a big family (cousin wise, not actual siblings), it was nice to read a book that had such a big family in it. Again, a lot of things that take place in the book I easily remember something similar happening in my real life. All in all, this book was fantastic. It was cute, funny, and romantic. Everything I enjoy in a young adult, coming-of-age, story.

Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Book Review- Going Too Far

Overview

HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO?

All Meg has ever wanted is to get away. Away from high school. Away from her backwater town. Away from her parents who seem determined to keep her imprisoned in their dead-end lives. But one crazy evening involving a dare and forbidden railroad tracks, she goes way too far...and almost doesn't make it back.

John made a choice to stay. To enforce the rules. To serve and protect. He has nothing but contempt for what he sees as childish rebellion, and he wants to teach Meg a lesson she won't soon forget. But Meg pushes him to the limit by questioning everything he learned at the police academy. And when he pushes back, demanding to know why she won't be tied down, they will drive each other to the edge — and over....

My Review

Meg is a rebel. She’s a runner. She’s constantly running. But she has a good reason for it. At least for now. She hates plans because they tie her down, and all she wants is to get out of her tiny little town. But after a night of drunkenness, Meg has to spend her spring break in a police car with John, the guy who arrested her. John is the nice guy. But his life hasn’t been hearts and rainbows. Instead of going to college after graduating he decides on the police academy. And now he’s adamant about serving and protecting his town. His bridge. But through the course of the week spent together, they are both left questioning what they believe and how they feel.

Guys. I read this book twice, in two days. I know I’ve been trying to get out of my “young adult” reading habit, but I can’t help myself. I was barely able to put this book down! The storyline was actually a bit different from any others I’ve ever read; personally. And yes it’s predictable, but that’s why we read love stories right? I didn't count on it to be as hott as it was though. The author kept it classy without going overboard though. There’s no actual sex in this book whatsoever. But the tension between these characters (sexual or not) was exactly what I look for in a book. And how true to life the characters dialogue’s were really made me feel like Meg and John were real. In fact, I was kind of upset that they weren't. I was really surprised at how short this book was though; less than 200 pages. The only complaint I would have is that the ending left me satisfied and not at the same time. I wanted more. There was sooo much room for more, but the author completely stopped. She did give us our happy ending, thankfully. It’s a love story after all.  Still, once I was done I was hoping for a sequel. But the author is very determined on not making sequels for her books. (Boooo!) It was a really good read though! I liked this book so much that I could totally see it as a movie. In fact, that’s just how it played out in my head.

Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Book Review- Fifty Shades of Grey

Overview

When literature student Anastasia Steele goes to interview young entrepreneur Christian Grey, she encounters a man who is beautiful, brilliant, and intimidating. The unworldly, innocent Ana is startled to realize she wants this man and, despite his enigmatic reserve, finds she is desperate to get close to him. Unable to resist Ana’s quiet beauty, wit, and independent spirit, Grey admits he wants her, too—but on his own terms.

Shocked yet thrilled by Grey’s singular erotic tastes, Ana hesitates. For all the trappings of success—his multinational businesses, his vast wealth, his loving family—Grey is a man tormented by demons and consumed by the need to control. When the couple embarks on a daring, passionately physical affair, Ana discovers Christian Grey’s secrets and explores her own dark desires.
Erotic, amusing, and deeply moving, the Fifty Shades Trilogy is a tale that will obsess you, possess you, and stay with you forever.

My Review

*spoilers ahead*

Christian Grey is a cocky man. Good looking, charming, and wealthy. But, he’s a control freak in every aspect of the word. And Miss Steele, being a virgin AND having zero relationship experience, has no idea what she’s getting herself into. The man has a secret BDSM lifestyle complete with a ND clause, and instead of “running for the hills” as he has expected her to she decides that she can handle a little pain in order to keep him. No romance. No vanilla. No flowers. No real relationship. But, things get tricky. As she starts to explore his world there are some things she unexpectedly likes, some that she absolutely hates, and some things that bring her to her knees (literally). All the while, Mr. Grey finds himself changing as well. Being a man that has never let emotion or “feelings” dictate his life, he finds himself breaking his own rules for her. But their “relationship” can only last this way for so long before one of them breaks.

Wow. I’ve heard A LOT about this book recently. Apparently a lot of moms are getting really into the trilogy. It’s even being credited for “spicing” things up in many couples bedroom’s and I can see why. This book is pretty erotic. The main character was actually very relate-able. Though sometimes I found myself wanting her to be more in control. To stand up for herself a bit more. And on occasion to flat out tell the man "NO".  But she apparently loves him, and we all know that people do stupid shit when their in love. So, I accepted it. But, from the get go, you find yourself blushing just by reading the events taking place. I've never had that happen before. Giddy and excited? Yes. But blushing? Not that I can remember. Just reading about the lengths this woman goes to in order to please Mr. Grey, almost make you want to go take a shower after reading it. Either because your slightly turned on or you feel kind of dirty. Either way, this book was quite enjoyable. I found it really hard to put it down. Definitely recommend this book. 

Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥