The little has been busy with camps. I'm actually really grateful that she's had a lot of time to stay entertained. I've been having to pull extra hours at work, and there have been some little hiccups along the way that have made things a bit harder. Still, I've been able to make sure that Em gets to participate in the things that she wants, and most importantly has fun. We were supposed to go visit my brother this weekend, but plans changed. Now we'll be visiting next weekend instead. Which means I have a four day weekend with my little bug and I plan to enjoy it.
Next Monday I hope to have a bit more information for you guys. I've done a lot of soul searching. I've had a lot of advice given to me. And I'm looking into restarting my counselling sessions. I feel like I need to be brave, and start to really look into what I need as a person. I need to stop having so much conflict inside of me, and finally have some definite decision as to my future. I'm currently looking into going back to a community college that I love this fall in order to catch up on my classes before starting back up at the local university. My parents have offered to help me out a bit with whatever I need (gas money, babysitting, etc) in order to be able to afford paying off what I owe. Once that's done I hope to be able to pay off the fee I was charged, and finally re-enroll to get my bachelors degree by the end of next year. It's still just a plan, but I'll be speaking to someone within the next few weeks to see what's possible.
That's all I have for now. I'm about to continue my "Criminal Minds" marathon before my little one gets back from a play date with some of her friends, and her grandparents. I know I seem sporadic. I know that I also seem like a broken record. BUT, life happens. Guilt happens. A whole other bunch of crap can happen before we finally see the light. Before we can fully feel like we're ready to be strong; whatever may come. So, I hope you guys can stick with me. I hope that I can bring some new content in as well. And I'm hoping to start writing a bit more, whether it's here or elsewhere. It's something I feel passionate about, and it a way for me to process. So, until the next post. 😊
It sounds like you have an awesome plan and direction to start going in. I ended up going to our local community college unexpectedly. I went away for school and hated it, so wound up there after I moved back home. I LOVED IT SO MUCH! I was only going to stay for a semester, but I stayed there as long as I could before moving on to get my Bachelor's degree. It's an awesome way to get an education and affordably. I wish you lots of luck and success with it!
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