Radio Silence

I know I said I would be back to regular blogging now that things were settling down. And believe me this was my full intention. But, shit has hit the fan in my personal life. Big time. That decision, and all of those changes I was talking about....well, they were pretty much forced on me this morning. Which sucks, because I felt like I needed more time. But I guess, sometimes, life kind of kicks you in the ass and tells you that you'll do things when it wants.Not when you're planning on it.  The next few weeks will be a shit storm. No joke. And I'm sure my resolve will waver, because even now I'm scared to death. I've talked myself in and out of what needs to be the next step at least 6 times in the last hour. People are going to be upset, others supportive, and some might disown me completely. It's going to be rough. Really rough. So, I need to focus on this. I need to focus on being strong. To prepare myself for the harsh words, and the supportive ones. I need to be completely focused on what's about to happen and do my best to handle it as gracefully as I can.  That said I've decided to just, turn everything off. I might go as far as deactivating some of my social networks depending on how things go. But once things settle I promise to get back on here and fully explain what the hell is going on. In the meantime, please just send me some prayers. Or positive vibes if your not the religious type. Anything is appreciated.