Breathing

First, let me start off by telling you that I went to the dentist today. I had to have a filling. Boooo! Those suck! I felt like I had a huge fat lip all afternoon, and I bit it once trying to eat afterwards. But, the numbness is slowly going away! 4 hours later. I can eat something now!! So excited! LOL!

Next, we are due for upgrades on our phones, and since my husband has gone through 5 phones within two years, I was told that I could get the new one and he’d keep my old one. Which is in WONDERFUL condition, since I took care of it really really well! But both AT&T stores had NO iPhone 3GS. Surprise, surprise. So, I think I’m going to order mine online if I don’t get a call by Friday. Until then, I’m using a little tiny, barely gets reception phone. And it’s driving me up the WALL!!! Blah! Oh well.

Now, on to my main point. My daughter is sleeping soundly. Has been since 5:30! I was sitting here watching her. Making sure she’s breathing. I’m amazed that I still do this. Reminds me of when we first brought her home. Beau and I would alternate, and we’d check every hour to make sure she was still breathing. Sometimes at night, I still pull her close to me and put my hand on her chest, just so I can feel her heartbeat. Or I’ll tickle her nose so that she’ll make a movement. LOL! She hates waking up like that. And it amazes me that one day she’ll be all grown up, and I won’t get to do that anymore. Makes me kind of sad. I wish Beau were here. I hate waking up to an almost empty bed. I loved when all three of us would get to sleep in. I have my arm around Emery and Beau has his arm around both of us. That only lasts until we were all fast asleep and then Emery end up with one leg under the cover and the other one over. I’m on my back and Beau’s facing the wall hogging the covers. All of us snoring. Yes, Emery only being 6 months, snores. They’re little snores, they skip around, but Beau and I have both heard them. Lord, I hope I never stop getting those wonderful gifts. Just being able to wake up. Seeing them breathing. That alone, makes EVERYTHING worth it.