The Cursor is Blinking

I’m sitting here trying to figure out how to put sentences together. I have a long list of topics I want to talk about. News I want to share. Updates I’d like to give. Opinions that I have. But as soon as I start to type something I quickly delete it. And then the cursor just stays in one place...blinking. Waiting. Which ends up making me feel like my mind is this jumbled mess and I can’t piece things together to save my life.

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Because of this, I thought about taking a writing class over the summer to see if that helped bring things back for me. Maybe it would give me this spark of creativity again. Maybe it would remind me of the love I have for writing. But plans changed and it looks like I’ll be taking an accounting class instead. And this is currently my life right now. Putting other things aside for the sake of my education. For my degree. And the only person I have to blame for that is myself. So, I’ll stop complaining now.

Instead, let me just say that things are steady over here. We recently had some sad news that we’re still processing. My fall/spring semester is wrapping up in two weeks and then the kids still have a month to go. We recently had some cold weather come through and I’m enjoying this last little burst before the heat rolls in. Corey has projects left and right that he’s been super busy with. We are finally back at 100% capacity at our church. And we’re hoping to start working on the house that we want to move into by the end of summer.

Personally, I'm working on the things that I feel need to change. I'm doing my best to focus on school, my family, faith, and work. My anxiety doesn't grace me with its presence nearly as often as it had before. I'm going to do my best to break out of this writing funk. And I plan to use this little break before summer classes to finally make my way back to the gym. Because I need it. Other than that, I'm just soaking in all of the quiet. I'm enjoying this change of pace in my life. Things are good. And I hope that things are great on your end too! Until the next time, adios! 🌻