This has been a rough year. There has been growth. There have been setbacks. There is still so much left to decide on, and I know that we are both so unsure as to how we will fit in each others lives in the future. Whether it's together or separate. Whether we can get through this, or not. Emotions are always changing, but I will always want you to be happy. Despite, or maybe in spite of, everything that has happened you have always been my best friend. I know I have not been the easiest person to get along with, or be married to. I know that we have both screwed up in many ways. Ups, downs, joy, sorrow, and heartache. Man, have we been through it. We've caused it to ourselves in some instances. And in others we held each other through the pain that was being inflicted onto us by others. I sit here now having no idea whether we'll ever be able to get back on solid ground again. Whether we'll ever fit again. But I do know one thing for certain: I will always LOVE YOU. I wish you well. I wish you years of happiness. I wish for our daughter to load you down with hugs, and kisses on this day every year. I wish for you to feel loved, and wanted. I wish for many, many more years of you in our lives. And I'll take it in whatever capacity the future has in store for us. I wish for you to have good health. For you to smile, and to be at peace. I wish you the world, and all of your dreams. Here's to what's next, here's to you.
Happy Birthday Love
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